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Pitstop

What do I want from this, what do I expect? Am i too scared to want things that I didn‘t expect? Why can‘t I just keep doing what I do moving on and on with little breaks at places with hearts in it that do not mind me being a wanderer me being in the process of healing of leaving of knowing that I‘ll never be healed and never stay. Do I even want this? Or is it just a short break for my inside to heal when my outside is wrecked?

Artificial Gravity

All has changed All is still the same. all that i‘ve been all that i‘ve had and all that I‘ve loved all, I left behind. it was all me, all you, all us, and all of our lives. now all that‘s left from me to you is nothing at all. all moved on, all learned how to. now i am beyond beyond all their lives, beyond all what once was mine and beyond all what once I loved. It almost feels like I took a jump forward but fell right back to the old old times before I‘ve met them all and now i am the one, the one left behind behind of all the lives I‘ve lived and all the loves I‘ve loved while they live all new and they love all new and they have all new. It almost feels like I jumped to a universe where no one‘s ever lived the past with me and no one‘s ever loved anyone called me and I am the only one who remembers. my past froze in time me in a universe of all new of all unknown and they‘ve kept going on. They‘ve learnt how to keep going on and how to...