Pitstop

What do I want from this,
what do I expect?
Am i too scared to want things
that I didn‘t expect?

Why can‘t I just keep
doing what I do
moving on and on
with little breaks at places
with hearts in it
that do not mind
me being a wanderer
me being in the process
of healing
of leaving
of knowing
that I‘ll never be healed
and never stay.

Do I even want this?
Or is it just a short break
for my inside to heal
when my outside is wrecked?