Artificial Gravity

All has changed
All is still the same.

all that i‘ve been
all that i‘ve had
and all that I‘ve loved
all, I left behind.
it was all me, all you, all us, and all of our lives.

now all that‘s left
from me to you
is nothing at all.
all moved on,
all learned how to.

now i am beyond
beyond all their lives,
beyond all
what once was mine
and beyond all
what once I loved.

It almost feels like
I took a jump forward
but fell right back
to the old old times
before I‘ve met them all
and now i am the one,
the one left behind
behind of all the lives I‘ve lived
and all the loves I‘ve loved
while they live all new
and they love all new
and they have all new.

It almost feels like
I jumped to a universe
where no one‘s ever lived the past with me
and no one‘s ever loved anyone called me
and I am the only one who remembers.

my past froze in time
me in a universe
of all new
of all unknown
and they‘ve kept going on.
They‘ve learnt how to keep going on
and how to live
like I‘ve never existed at all.

In my universe though
I existed with them
with all my loved ones
Still I keep existing
-only in mine-
with half of me
and i get none of the love
but all the memories
that keep haunting me.

I still exist in mine
remembering all the love
and all the  fun
and all and all and all

but they have forgotten
all that we‘ve had
and they have forgotten
all, and all, and all
simply forgotten
so fast and so easy

all about me.