Inspired by a Friend

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   -(...) Ya yarın bir şey olur da ölürsek?
             Çok geç olmaz mı her şey için?
               Pişmanlık duymaz mıyız gözlerimizi kaparken?

  - Tamam o zaman... Bugün, 
     bedelini göze alarak çok büyük bir mutluluk yaşayalım birlikte.

Ama,
                  Ya yarın ölmezsek?
  
O zaman ne yapacağız?

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