Eyvallah

One second,
just one,
I give up.
Another one,
no, I won't.
Then comes another,
should I?
Enough.

One second it's enough
one more, will never be.
One second
of thinking,
thousands then
of forgetting.
One second's a reminder,
thousands needed to get away.
Again.

Time doesn't stop.
Should it?
It doesn't rest for a second.
One after one,
non-stop.
Brain
non-stop.
Stop!

It won't.

Spending one second
worth thousands.
 Not,
thousands again.
Again.
Living the same seconds again,
 and not being able to live
when there is not enough time to do.

How could you live a second properly
when it takes thousands to live it?

Just as you realize
one second
and it flies.

You're too slow
or time's too fast.
Way's close.
Again.
Sick of it.
wasn't made for the right time flow,
too slow
for the flow.

Too slow
when seconds flow,
when thoughts flow,
as you need a couple to catch one
second.

Just one.
You're done.
Then comes the second,
you're at the line
again
to start.

Should I?
Just give me a second.
Should I?
One second please.
Nevermind, too late now.
Forget it.
Just for a second
Forget it.